Feeling Alone

I’m a 15 year old girl, and in a couple weeks I turn 16. I have never and I mean never been kissed. Some people would say wow, that’s normal, but where I come from, by know I should be pregnant, and on the road to failure.

See, it all started with my great great grandma, who got pregnant at 15. Then there was my great grandma who got pregnant at 16, and my grandma who got pregnant at 18. My mom got pregnant at 17, but lost the baby, and then she got pregnant at 19 with her oldest. I was born when she was in her mid-twenties.  All my female role modals were young moms.
I can’t even get a boy friend. “Sad moment.” I have been in many relationships, but non that got past holding hands. I have been so desperate for a boyfriend, and I’m not ashamed to admit it. So, there you have it. My feeling alone moment, because without someone by your side, you can’t help but feel alone.